Sabtu, 18 September 2010

My 17th Realisation.

In my 17th birthday, I found this photo in my cellphone that I never saw after same months. I could post it now cause I thought today is a nice day for not saying bad things abaout people .LOL
This picture reminds me of something and reminds me about bad and good things.

This is a photo of me and my ex-boyfriend. I know that we broked up two months ago and I should move on but what I don't know is why my feelings won't get over him. He was very special, I never fought with him in our 5 months relaitionship, I even never had a bad thought of him. Until, one night he texted me that I and him had to end our relai. It was kindda rough and sad, I should've move on till now.. but I can't.

I saved lots of money to buy him his favourite stuff for his birthday and then he broke up with me without any explaination before his birthday. Untill this day, I did not talk to him, I see him in school and sometimes walk pass him in the school hall but never did he saw me the same as 2 months ago, he even doesn't know that I still lived (maybe?). But, he never talked to me in harsh words, he said it was his fault and all. I hated not him.. but, something inside me that I never can get over it. I can never stop loving him, I know that I'm just 17 and still young or maybe I'll fall in love lots of time after this. But, I believe that when faith will come, I'll be ready for him. If, he isn't my last love destination..

He'll be the sweetest love memory in my highschool years I ever had. Thank you, Ghiffary for loving me and treating me as a lady. Thank you for everything you've done for me, and thank you for teaching that when you love someone the biggest thing you can prove to them is to show that you can let them go. Let them free and let them be them.

Maybe in the future we'll meet again, maybe not. But, you'll always be the Ghiffary I know in my memories. Maybe you'll changeI but I Ghiffary our memories wont.

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